10. My feeling...jealous

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Today I’m going to talk about jealous. Actually I’m really jealous of one of my best friends.

Happily, I’ve graduated from university yesterday. And I met lots of people that I’ve not really seen for a while like the members of my club. I was really pleased to meet them but more happily thing is that they wanted to meet me. I appreciated so much. And I had very fun time there, taking photos with beautiful clothes that’s called Hakama which is Japanese traditional clothes that is worn on graduation day. And my point is when I was talking with my classmate, I’ve heard that my best friends (but we had been hanging out for the first three years but we haven’t really met recently so I started to feel like she’s far away from me lately), she’s got the best prize of the graduation project! I wouldn’t have thought that she’s got! Totally. And I feel sooo jealous of her, in addition to that prize, she’s very kind to everyone, interlignent, so cute and beautiful that she has boyfried constantly... everything is better than me. And I became disappointed with myself. I’m not good at anything. I can’t beat her, never. She’s far better than me. But it makes me feel more motivated to study hard and do something big! So now I appreciate her. ( but she never knows that I got so motivated by her)

Jealous is not necessary a bad thing, rather a good thing to make myself improve.