11. Entering graduated uni

How’s your week?
I’m going to go to an entrance ceremony of graduated university today. 4 years in university filed sooo fast. I can remember every single days that I spent at university. Most of the people say that it’s hard to enter this university and I think so too ( I’d really studied hard to enter) but it’s kinda easy to graduate. This theory can apply to most of the Japanese university though. And I didn’t study so hard during this 4 years. It’s very embarrassing but that’s what I should admit. What I learned at this university is not about my major but how to get grade efficiently. That’s also the good skill though.
I saw some post in Facebook. Someone had the biggest prize in the university, someone tried hard to get good job and someone decided to become a teacher and going to work this April. I realized everyone is working hard. And also I realized I didn’t learn anything so far. I made good friends but I sometimes feel that I’m getting looked down on by them. They already know that I don’t have any knowledge an skills. That’s harsh. I know that I’m not like a determined parson but parson who need to work harder than others to become high position. Briefly, I’m fool. I always wish at least I had a good face... that can solved anything you know. People will admit that I can’t do anything. Unfortunately, I don't have good looking. So I need to study harder and get great skills that most of the people don't have. I want to be trusted and relyed. So now I can do is to just study and learn new things and improve everyday.

I hope this English essay will help me improve writing and also speaking skills!